and im not talking about school.
lol. it was an awesome few weeks, as always. uni life sure is fun. haha.
stayed over in xinru's dorm on monday night. drank a little, talked alot, watched harold and kumar, went for supper. fell in love with my girlfriends again. they are the awesomest girlfriends anyone could ever wish for. -sniff-
oh and we managed to convince pris to let us take photos with her. YAY. lol. i love how we all look soo happy whenever we take photos tgt. i always cant help but smile when i see the photos that we took. <33
and i guess i've got my thoughts sorted out now. =)
anddzzz. my nails are too long for me to type properly. so i shall end here. =x
gooood night, all!
i hope you're loving your lives too! dont dwell on the sad stuff, alright? im sure there are many things to be happy and grateful for, if only you'll just open up your eyes to appreciate them! <3
lol. it was an awesome few weeks, as always. uni life sure is fun. haha.
stayed over in xinru's dorm on monday night. drank a little, talked alot, watched harold and kumar, went for supper. fell in love with my girlfriends again. they are the awesomest girlfriends anyone could ever wish for. -sniff-
oh and we managed to convince pris to let us take photos with her. YAY. lol. i love how we all look soo happy whenever we take photos tgt. i always cant help but smile when i see the photos that we took. <33
and i guess i've got my thoughts sorted out now. =)
anddzzz. my nails are too long for me to type properly. so i shall end here. =x
gooood night, all!
i hope you're loving your lives too! dont dwell on the sad stuff, alright? im sure there are many things to be happy and grateful for, if only you'll just open up your eyes to appreciate them! <3
haha that was quite a weird title, isnt it. i meant that partying rocks, aka is fun. but that just sounded as if i was uh, partying my butt off rocks? which doesnt even make sense but whateverrr. MID TERMS ARE OVER. and i totally party-ed like there was no tml. i love e-learning week! hahaha. it was freaking AWESOME<3. haha.
ON MONDAY.
stats paper ended. prolly can get 27 marks? =D
thenn i went for my korean tutorial, where we were assigned a skit to perform for our final task! haha.
my story's really interesting in a wacky, dont-make-sense kind of way. i will blog abt it next time!
thennn i went to munchy monkeys to join my classmates who were chilling there. anddd they started talking abt ghost stories. zzz. =.=
i had nightmares abt it like 3 days in a row lah. makes me feel like cursing. =(
and then i went with lanlin to causeway point to buy my 9 mth anniv present. lol.
ON TUESDAY.
korean lecture at 8am in the morning. stoned during econs lecture..
went to meet my korean teacher who talked to me for almost an hour.
went to accompany my bf while he studied for his test. surfed youtube until i got bored of it.
went to marina square to look for my classmates. bought my 10 mth anniv present so that i dont have to worry about it next mth. xD
thennn suddenly someone suggested kbox. lol.
so kangjie went home to get his car, then i went home with a few other classmates to dump my bags and stuff, and he got lost trying to find my block. >_< but we spent the time productively playing with the cat that lives below my block. hehe.
my ex called. and told me that he realised that the way he treated me was unfair and that he was sorry. and asked if i still had feelings for him. but i told him haha too late you bastard. (no la i didnt, i wasnt that mean. but i wish i did.)
went to the one at civic centre but it was closed, so we went to the one at safra. sang until 3am, and kangjie drove us all home! =D
went home to sleeeep. =D
ON WEDNESDAY.
i think i woke up at 3pm. awesome accomplishment. =D
thenn i managed to bug kangjie to join lennard and yuting and me to go butter fact. song kiu smsed me and asked me to go zouk but i convinced him to go butter fact too. haha.
peanut butter jelly shots are.. interesting. O_O
didnt really enjoy myself much cos i didnt dare to drink too much. so i wasnt high at all. and being in a club without hawker just.. makes me feel kinda sad. and seeing couples dancing tgt made me miss him. =(
and it was so freaking crowded and hot. and ppl stepped on my toes. and ppl tried to grope me. -cries- im never going clubbing without my baby again. =(
ate nice noodles after clubbing. then went home and slept.
ON THURSDAY.
eh. it was raining today, so kangjie very kindly offered to pick perlin and me up cos we live near him. haha. but by the time we met up, the rain stopped liao. xD
anywayyy. daniel's house party. learnt how to play guitar hero! finally! now my cousins cant laugh at me and call me noob. =D but hahaha i can only play easy mode. lol. and the dumplings from mr bean is niceee. even though it took like almost two hours to arrive, and i think kangjie was damn pissed while waiting in the car cos they took damn long. =x
had HTHT SESSION! finalllyyy. lol. but for some strange reason they started stirring up rumours abt me and kangjie. which i thought was really funny. lawl.
thenn we went to have durian! okay, they ate it. i just sat there and watched them discuss the virtues of durians. lol. then we went to have dim sum!! omg i heart hargows. so much. <3<3<3
then we went home. haha.
ON FRIDAY.
very very very sadly, there was school today. subject pool crap. and the survey question was crap too. asked about our most regretful experience. which i didnt really have, cos i made it a point not to have regrets in my life. so i wrote some shit about not studying hard enough for my a levels. hahaha i know, wtf, right? now they're gonna think im some super loser mugger or something. =/
but anywayys. after that i had lunch and then i watched mulan! haha. i think its one of my fav disney shows! mulan is so super brave and cool and creative and cute. <3
okay uhm. then what else ah. uhhh. mktg grp meeting =.= sighh. lol.
thenn went to causeway point to have dinner with lanlin maygee weekiat and kangjie. then went for salsa. thenn. uh.
oh i went for supper with them. hahaha. after salsa i went home to sleep. then woke at eleven plus and met them at 12 plus at yishun. went to xin wang! had papaya soup! yum! =D
lennard drove us home. yay. =D
ON SATURDAY.
i am freaking tired and too lazy to blog anymore. hahaha. =x
okok. tuition until 4 plus. meet bf until 8 plus. meet classmates until 11 plus. go home. sleep.
oh wait. go home, thanked my dad for letting me stay out until so late for so many days in a row.
got SCOLDED by him. because of my BF. lol. cos he felt that i should spare a thought for him, and such. and.. i kinda agree. so IM SORRY BABY!! next time i wont stay out until so late for so many days in a row. and i wont go out with my friends after meeting you. =/
alrighttt. headache. neck pain. tml still got tuition. want to sleep.
omg talking abt tuition. two of my kids want a one mth break. half my income. goneee.
alrighty. nitenite.. <3
ON MONDAY.
stats paper ended. prolly can get 27 marks? =D
thenn i went for my korean tutorial, where we were assigned a skit to perform for our final task! haha.
my story's really interesting in a wacky, dont-make-sense kind of way. i will blog abt it next time!
thennn i went to munchy monkeys to join my classmates who were chilling there. anddd they started talking abt ghost stories. zzz. =.=
i had nightmares abt it like 3 days in a row lah. makes me feel like cursing. =(
and then i went with lanlin to causeway point to buy my 9 mth anniv present. lol.
ON TUESDAY.
korean lecture at 8am in the morning. stoned during econs lecture..
went to meet my korean teacher who talked to me for almost an hour.
went to accompany my bf while he studied for his test. surfed youtube until i got bored of it.
went to marina square to look for my classmates. bought my 10 mth anniv present so that i dont have to worry about it next mth. xD
thennn suddenly someone suggested kbox. lol.
so kangjie went home to get his car, then i went home with a few other classmates to dump my bags and stuff, and he got lost trying to find my block. >_< but we spent the time productively playing with the cat that lives below my block. hehe.
my ex called. and told me that he realised that the way he treated me was unfair and that he was sorry. and asked if i still had feelings for him. but i told him haha too late you bastard. (no la i didnt, i wasnt that mean. but i wish i did.)
went to the one at civic centre but it was closed, so we went to the one at safra. sang until 3am, and kangjie drove us all home! =D
went home to sleeeep. =D
ON WEDNESDAY.
i think i woke up at 3pm. awesome accomplishment. =D
thenn i managed to bug kangjie to join lennard and yuting and me to go butter fact. song kiu smsed me and asked me to go zouk but i convinced him to go butter fact too. haha.
peanut butter jelly shots are.. interesting. O_O
didnt really enjoy myself much cos i didnt dare to drink too much. so i wasnt high at all. and being in a club without hawker just.. makes me feel kinda sad. and seeing couples dancing tgt made me miss him. =(
and it was so freaking crowded and hot. and ppl stepped on my toes. and ppl tried to grope me. -cries- im never going clubbing without my baby again. =(
ate nice noodles after clubbing. then went home and slept.
ON THURSDAY.
eh. it was raining today, so kangjie very kindly offered to pick perlin and me up cos we live near him. haha. but by the time we met up, the rain stopped liao. xD
anywayyy. daniel's house party. learnt how to play guitar hero! finally! now my cousins cant laugh at me and call me noob. =D but hahaha i can only play easy mode. lol. and the dumplings from mr bean is niceee. even though it took like almost two hours to arrive, and i think kangjie was damn pissed while waiting in the car cos they took damn long. =x
had HTHT SESSION! finalllyyy. lol. but for some strange reason they started stirring up rumours abt me and kangjie. which i thought was really funny. lawl.
thenn we went to have durian! okay, they ate it. i just sat there and watched them discuss the virtues of durians. lol. then we went to have dim sum!! omg i heart hargows. so much. <3<3<3
then we went home. haha.
ON FRIDAY.
very very very sadly, there was school today. subject pool crap. and the survey question was crap too. asked about our most regretful experience. which i didnt really have, cos i made it a point not to have regrets in my life. so i wrote some shit about not studying hard enough for my a levels. hahaha i know, wtf, right? now they're gonna think im some super loser mugger or something. =/
but anywayys. after that i had lunch and then i watched mulan! haha. i think its one of my fav disney shows! mulan is so super brave and cool and creative and cute. <3
okay uhm. then what else ah. uhhh. mktg grp meeting =.= sighh. lol.
thenn went to causeway point to have dinner with lanlin maygee weekiat and kangjie. then went for salsa. thenn. uh.
oh i went for supper with them. hahaha. after salsa i went home to sleep. then woke at eleven plus and met them at 12 plus at yishun. went to xin wang! had papaya soup! yum! =D
lennard drove us home. yay. =D
ON SATURDAY.
i am freaking tired and too lazy to blog anymore. hahaha. =x
okok. tuition until 4 plus. meet bf until 8 plus. meet classmates until 11 plus. go home. sleep.
oh wait. go home, thanked my dad for letting me stay out until so late for so many days in a row.
got SCOLDED by him. because of my BF. lol. cos he felt that i should spare a thought for him, and such. and.. i kinda agree. so IM SORRY BABY!! next time i wont stay out until so late for so many days in a row. and i wont go out with my friends after meeting you. =/
alrighttt. headache. neck pain. tml still got tuition. want to sleep.
omg talking abt tuition. two of my kids want a one mth break. half my income. goneee.
alrighty. nitenite.. <3
omg lah. look what i just received from my korean teacher.
Dear Mavis,
I would like to talk with you.
Could you make time to come to my office at 6th Oct?
Please let me know when you are available.
Regards,
CHI Seo Won
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so ambiguous right! zomg. -pulls hair-
i'll tell you how it went after then 6th! <3
ah so after mugging with my classmates until 9 plus today, i walked home with perlin. took 913 home for the first time! haha. anywayyy. when i reached my block, there was this kitty which always hung around my block and whom i havent seen for awhile. so i stopped to play with it. then this uncle who was walking by stopped and asked, 'oh, you like cats?' which was a very innocent question so i replied 'yup'.
but thennn he didnt go awayy. so while i was stroking the kitty the convo went something like this...
'so do you live at this block?'
-pause. cos i know this may be a dangerous thing to admit.-
'mmhmm.'
then he asked, 'oh, what floor do you live on?'
-even longer pause, cos i didnt like the way the convo was going! what if he turned out to be some stalker or something!!'
'uhm 4th.'
'what's your name? you just came home from work? etcetcetcetc.'
and zomg i cant believe i replied all his queries honestly lah. it wasnt until i got into the lift that i realised that i should have just LIED. zomg i am so uber dumbb. T_T
but uhm. on the bright side, i dont think he's a potential stalker?.. cos he just wanted me to uhm, join the grassroots organisation or smth. i nearly sniggered at that, cos uh, im not interested in anything political. but he gave me his name card.. so i'll just pass that to my mom, and if anything happens to me, my mom'll know whose head to hunt for. haha. =D
on a side note, i should cut my nails soon. it's getting irritating to type. haha.
soo anyway. a few weeks ago there was this other guy who approached me and asked me if i wanted to be a promoter for an insurance plan or something. and he made it out to sound like a legit job so i just gave him my email and he gave me his namecard. andddd. a few days later i received this really hilarious email. hahaha. i shall show it to you guys. =x
but thennn he didnt go awayy. so while i was stroking the kitty the convo went something like this...
'so do you live at this block?'
-pause. cos i know this may be a dangerous thing to admit.-
'mmhmm.'
then he asked, 'oh, what floor do you live on?'
-even longer pause, cos i didnt like the way the convo was going! what if he turned out to be some stalker or something!!'
'uhm 4th.'
'what's your name? you just came home from work? etcetcetcetc.'
and zomg i cant believe i replied all his queries honestly lah. it wasnt until i got into the lift that i realised that i should have just LIED. zomg i am so uber dumbb. T_T
but uhm. on the bright side, i dont think he's a potential stalker?.. cos he just wanted me to uhm, join the grassroots organisation or smth. i nearly sniggered at that, cos uh, im not interested in anything political. but he gave me his name card.. so i'll just pass that to my mom, and if anything happens to me, my mom'll know whose head to hunt for. haha. =D
on a side note, i should cut my nails soon. it's getting irritating to type. haha.
soo anyway. a few weeks ago there was this other guy who approached me and asked me if i wanted to be a promoter for an insurance plan or something. and he made it out to sound like a legit job so i just gave him my email and he gave me his namecard. andddd. a few days later i received this really hilarious email. hahaha. i shall show it to you guys. =x
Hi there Mavis, ^_^
I approached you on ur way back,hope u remb me :)
I was on the way2a good friend's house,was by chance I saw u, like ur colourful dress by the way :)
Oh,and also.. Ur cute smile..wow,u mus have a handful of guys going gaga..
... 1st year of uni must be tough,ya? Havin2adjust here & there.. ,hope the tuition's not straining ur school work..
Anyway, as for the introducer thingy,no need2do much,if u have any person in mind,whose's looking for insurance,just let mi know... I'll handle the rest,then you collect a token from me.. Simple,rite?
I've been wif e company for 7-8 yrs now,like the work a lot, . . Erm,although got a lot of temptation from other companies,but still stayed on. I like2work,meet friends, & staying in close connection with the ones I love...
What about u? I hardly know u,but I think we got on quite ok,rite? Hope so (*cross fingers*) **u were In a rush, tot u were rushing back2catch some tvdrama or something, and then,it was when I realised I forgot2ask4ur name... Dumb rite? Haha..
love2see u again
Hope you'll reply soon...
Nitez,beautiful-smile gal...
Martin
AHAHAHAHA. it is so freaking hilarious right. reallyyy gross and puke worthy but hilarious!! and he didnt even bother typing to me in proper english, which is like a major turn off. =/
hahaha and omg u call this a job? it seems more like some desperate attempt to get to know girls lah. i cant believe i fell for it and gave him my email. O_O
oh welll. you learn a new thing everyday.
but ahahaha. hilarious.
okay uhm am i very mean to poke fun at ppl like that?.. =x but seriously. despos piss me off. and amuse me. alternately. hahaha.
alright im not making any more sense right now and i need to start on my hw (YES im sooo gonna be a good girl now!) so byeeee! =D
after all the fireworks are gone, all that's left is smoke.
*BAM WHIZZZ FIZZZzzleeee.. pssh.*
*BAM WHIZZZ FIZZZzzleeee.. pssh.*
seriously.
i wonder when it will end. and how.
i wonder when it will end. and how.
haha i think i really should start taking pics, so i have a record of what things i've been wasting my life away on! =/
went for my first salsa lesson today and it was kinda fun. =D we were learning all the basic stuff that i had learnt before so it was quite slack for me. ahaha. anddd i cant help but feel a slight tinge of jealousssy whenever i see him holding another girl in his arms. >_< well that's normal, right? haha. and he was really really cute just now. he was all like, 'yay got no good looking guys. i think im the best looking one here. no competition. yay.' hahaha. so thick skin right! but i think its true anyway. =x
butttt i didnt get to dance with him, boo. cos we kept rotating partners.. hopefully next week i'll have a chance to dance with him! <3
mm what else?.. uhm i think he's really really pretty. hahaha. and i wish he'd dress up more often! =x but aiyah, it doesnt really matter, cos im not the type of girl who goes for looks anyway. lol. but it's just all very.. novel, having a good looking boyfriend. every day i stare at him and i cant believe my luck. why would someone like him even notice someone like me! =/ but ohwell im not complaining! haha. =D
ohh and my classmates are the awesomest, seriously. they're all really really friendly and nice and kind, and they're not judgemental or slithery or back-stabbing or gossipy and oh, im just really grateful for them. they make school fun for me! ahaha i love the whole 'playing com games in lectures' thing. =D hahaha my darling 2009Wers! if you're reading this post please know that i love you all very much!! (not as much as my bf but still! alot!)
haha alright that is all. i'd rather not talk about schoolwork and all that crap. and i've been ponning too many lessons to know much abt schoolwork itself anyway. hahaha. =x but i have a korean quiz next tues!! -tears hair out- korean is the most stressful module i have, eek.
alrighttt off i go to play lemonade tycoon or study korean now. =D
went for my first salsa lesson today and it was kinda fun. =D we were learning all the basic stuff that i had learnt before so it was quite slack for me. ahaha. anddd i cant help but feel a slight tinge of jealousssy whenever i see him holding another girl in his arms. >_< well that's normal, right? haha. and he was really really cute just now. he was all like, 'yay got no good looking guys. i think im the best looking one here. no competition. yay.' hahaha. so thick skin right! but i think its true anyway. =x
butttt i didnt get to dance with him, boo. cos we kept rotating partners.. hopefully next week i'll have a chance to dance with him! <3
mm what else?.. uhm i think he's really really pretty. hahaha. and i wish he'd dress up more often! =x but aiyah, it doesnt really matter, cos im not the type of girl who goes for looks anyway. lol. but it's just all very.. novel, having a good looking boyfriend. every day i stare at him and i cant believe my luck. why would someone like him even notice someone like me! =/ but ohwell im not complaining! haha. =D
ohh and my classmates are the awesomest, seriously. they're all really really friendly and nice and kind, and they're not judgemental or slithery or back-stabbing or gossipy and oh, im just really grateful for them. they make school fun for me! ahaha i love the whole 'playing com games in lectures' thing. =D hahaha my darling 2009Wers! if you're reading this post please know that i love you all very much!! (not as much as my bf but still! alot!)
haha alright that is all. i'd rather not talk about schoolwork and all that crap. and i've been ponning too many lessons to know much abt schoolwork itself anyway. hahaha. =x but i have a korean quiz next tues!! -tears hair out- korean is the most stressful module i have, eek.
alrighttt off i go to play lemonade tycoon or study korean now. =D
today's the first day of the hungry ghost festival, and i guess that my family will be burning incense and whatnot for my ancestors.. or do they do that in the middle of the fest? or at the end?.. ah anyhow. i dont really believe in that stuff..
but the fact that it's the hungry ghost fest and the hell gates are open and that sort of thing makes me wonder if.. my grandpa's ghost is allowed to come out and visit us.. if he is, i hope he gets to visit me in my dreams. cos i really really miss him alot alot.
he's like the most important guy in my life. he taught me math and english in primary school, everyday after school. and he would always be very patient with me. and he'd cook for me yummy yummy food, and make very delicious drinks for me. and whenever i did well in school, he'd be exceedingly proud of me. that was part of the reason why i always wanted to do well in school.
and when i didnt do well, he'd say things like 'dont cry over spilt milk' and 'as long as you did your best, its alright'. haha and he'd be very encouraging and ask me to try harder and all that.. and sometimes when i came home from school looking stressed or sad, he'd get really really concerned about me and say stuff like, ' is there anyone bullying you in school? if there is tell me, dont be afraid. i'll go down to your school and find that bugger and TALK to him.' and he'd say it in a really gruff and fierce voice and haha i dunno why, but i'll feel really comforted that someone cares so much about me.
and i loved his attitude towards life as well. he's the really happy-go-lucky type, who always always encouraged me to strive for my dreams, and to do whatever i wanted, as long as i didnt harm anyone by doing so, didnt get caught up in gangs, didnt spend too much money, etc. hahaha.
i guess he'd be proud that i managed to get into uni. and haha, oh well even though i didnt get into medicine, i dont think he'd have minded that much.. afterall im like walking in his footsteps and im gonna be in business, just like him! =D
and my grandpa has the awesomest history and life experiences, and sometimes i would chat with him late into the night, listening to his accounts of gangfights with parangs, and the old kampong life they had, etc..
and he used to bring me to sembawang beach after school! we'd take a bus there to his friend's house, and i'd watch his friends fish/gamble/feed the fish.. and i'd play with dirty dogs and soil, and try to do my homework as well. haha.. but that was before the gvt bought over the land, and now semb has no more cool houses there. =(
ah the memories of my childhood. <3
and even in sec sch and jc, he'd always be there for me, supporting me, and trying to offer me aid in every form. haha and he'd buy lots and lots of food for me one. always afraid that i'll get hungry. lol. and when i said that i liked apples, for instance, he'd buy tons and tons and tons of apples until i said that i was sick of it. =x
haha of course, not everything was smooth sailing lah. i yelled back at him a few times before, and he slapped me before, and all that.. but that was because i was being disobedient and refusing to.. i dunno, eat or do my homework or bathe or something. lol. and he's so naggy as well! =/ but i know that he does it because he loves me and wants the best for me. =D
andd he has this really cool way of speaking english. it sounds like very Proper english, but without the angmoh or sg slang. it's really rare to find ppl who speak like that now.. =( that's why i can recognise all my grand uncles by their voices, cos they all sound the same..
mm yeah. the point of this post is that i really really miss my grandpa...
i think.. nobody can ever love me as selflessly as he did. he even gave up his chain smoking addiction for me leh. okay not completely for me, but partly.. cos i was studying at home and i realllyyy hated the smell of cigarette smoke so much until i hid in the kitchen to study..
yup. that's not all, but that's all that i can remember for now. my grandpa was more of a father to me than my own father is.. so maybe that's why i love him more.. and it's really really really sad that he's gone.. to think that he promised to be there when i graduated.. ='(
but the fact that it's the hungry ghost fest and the hell gates are open and that sort of thing makes me wonder if.. my grandpa's ghost is allowed to come out and visit us.. if he is, i hope he gets to visit me in my dreams. cos i really really miss him alot alot.
he's like the most important guy in my life. he taught me math and english in primary school, everyday after school. and he would always be very patient with me. and he'd cook for me yummy yummy food, and make very delicious drinks for me. and whenever i did well in school, he'd be exceedingly proud of me. that was part of the reason why i always wanted to do well in school.
and when i didnt do well, he'd say things like 'dont cry over spilt milk' and 'as long as you did your best, its alright'. haha and he'd be very encouraging and ask me to try harder and all that.. and sometimes when i came home from school looking stressed or sad, he'd get really really concerned about me and say stuff like, ' is there anyone bullying you in school? if there is tell me, dont be afraid. i'll go down to your school and find that bugger and TALK to him.' and he'd say it in a really gruff and fierce voice and haha i dunno why, but i'll feel really comforted that someone cares so much about me.
and i loved his attitude towards life as well. he's the really happy-go-lucky type, who always always encouraged me to strive for my dreams, and to do whatever i wanted, as long as i didnt harm anyone by doing so, didnt get caught up in gangs, didnt spend too much money, etc. hahaha.
i guess he'd be proud that i managed to get into uni. and haha, oh well even though i didnt get into medicine, i dont think he'd have minded that much.. afterall im like walking in his footsteps and im gonna be in business, just like him! =D
and my grandpa has the awesomest history and life experiences, and sometimes i would chat with him late into the night, listening to his accounts of gangfights with parangs, and the old kampong life they had, etc..
and he used to bring me to sembawang beach after school! we'd take a bus there to his friend's house, and i'd watch his friends fish/gamble/feed the fish.. and i'd play with dirty dogs and soil, and try to do my homework as well. haha.. but that was before the gvt bought over the land, and now semb has no more cool houses there. =(
ah the memories of my childhood. <3
and even in sec sch and jc, he'd always be there for me, supporting me, and trying to offer me aid in every form. haha and he'd buy lots and lots of food for me one. always afraid that i'll get hungry. lol. and when i said that i liked apples, for instance, he'd buy tons and tons and tons of apples until i said that i was sick of it. =x
haha of course, not everything was smooth sailing lah. i yelled back at him a few times before, and he slapped me before, and all that.. but that was because i was being disobedient and refusing to.. i dunno, eat or do my homework or bathe or something. lol. and he's so naggy as well! =/ but i know that he does it because he loves me and wants the best for me. =D
andd he has this really cool way of speaking english. it sounds like very Proper english, but without the angmoh or sg slang. it's really rare to find ppl who speak like that now.. =( that's why i can recognise all my grand uncles by their voices, cos they all sound the same..
mm yeah. the point of this post is that i really really miss my grandpa...
i think.. nobody can ever love me as selflessly as he did. he even gave up his chain smoking addiction for me leh. okay not completely for me, but partly.. cos i was studying at home and i realllyyy hated the smell of cigarette smoke so much until i hid in the kitchen to study..
yup. that's not all, but that's all that i can remember for now. my grandpa was more of a father to me than my own father is.. so maybe that's why i love him more.. and it's really really really sad that he's gone.. to think that he promised to be there when i graduated.. ='(
ah, does this happen to every girl?.. i hope it does cos it happens to me every few months.. i feel as im not good enough, not pretty enough, not hot enough, not thin enough, not 'fill in the blanks' enough.
and its.. quite awful to hang out with his friends, sometimes. cos everyone speaks in indo, and all i do is to sit there and smile. which is very dull. and i feel so left out and so.. inadequate. because i can barely understand what they're talking about. and continuously asking for translations can be quite irritating. and.. it just makes me feel like i dont belong.
furthermore, his ex is also in that same grp of friends, and i cant help but to feel awkward around her.. then i'll start comparing myself with her.. and feel even more inadequate. sigh. and then i'll wonder, 'why does he even want to be with me? what is there for him to like, for him to want to stay with me? she's so much better, she can mix well with his friends, she's blah blah blah...' and urgh. i know that this is all very foolish and emo, but i seriously cant help feeling that way.
yup. but its not like his friends ignore me or what lah. they're all very nice and friendly people, but i guess it's like, the awkwardness of meeting a friend's gf (dunno what to say to her) compounded by a language barrier (dunno how to say to her). they can speak in english but haha, it's akin to me speaking in mandarin or smth. sooo yeah..
i just wanna curl up somewhere and die.
okay, not die. just.. be away from him or something? whenever i see him i just feel so.. unworthy. its stupid i know. but urgh. i still feel that way.
sometimes.. i wish that im single. then there wouldnt be so many problems..
but i know that that's a ridiculous notion cos i really love being with him. its just that... ah. i dunno lah. i think its pms. pms please be over quick. sigh.
alright. thus ends my emo entry.
and its.. quite awful to hang out with his friends, sometimes. cos everyone speaks in indo, and all i do is to sit there and smile. which is very dull. and i feel so left out and so.. inadequate. because i can barely understand what they're talking about. and continuously asking for translations can be quite irritating. and.. it just makes me feel like i dont belong.
furthermore, his ex is also in that same grp of friends, and i cant help but to feel awkward around her.. then i'll start comparing myself with her.. and feel even more inadequate. sigh. and then i'll wonder, 'why does he even want to be with me? what is there for him to like, for him to want to stay with me? she's so much better, she can mix well with his friends, she's blah blah blah...' and urgh. i know that this is all very foolish and emo, but i seriously cant help feeling that way.
yup. but its not like his friends ignore me or what lah. they're all very nice and friendly people, but i guess it's like, the awkwardness of meeting a friend's gf (dunno what to say to her) compounded by a language barrier (dunno how to say to her). they can speak in english but haha, it's akin to me speaking in mandarin or smth. sooo yeah..
i just wanna curl up somewhere and die.
okay, not die. just.. be away from him or something? whenever i see him i just feel so.. unworthy. its stupid i know. but urgh. i still feel that way.
sometimes.. i wish that im single. then there wouldnt be so many problems..
but i know that that's a ridiculous notion cos i really love being with him. its just that... ah. i dunno lah. i think its pms. pms please be over quick. sigh.
alright. thus ends my emo entry.
- Mood:
depressed
ah. i dunno why, but im not really looking forward to it. havent had enough of holidays, i guess. haha.
and i'll probably be too busy to do the things that i really want to do. ah well. at least my classmates are a nice bunch of ppl. <3
got lots to write about but, no time, no time. oh well. byebye. =)
and i'll probably be too busy to do the things that i really want to do. ah well. at least my classmates are a nice bunch of ppl. <3
got lots to write about but, no time, no time. oh well. byebye. =)
eh okay so i figured that i ought to write something about my first ever operation, right? it cost me 2.5k afterall. lol.
okay so. it just kinda went by really quickly lah.. i admit that it's partially because i was trying not to think about it and all its possible consequences (such as becoming blind etc etc).
but hm. after the pre lasik evaluation which took a couple of hours and involved me staring at alot of different types of flashing lights, they determined that i could have the op done, so i just arranged a date and that was it.
on the day itself i was kinda nervous, it being my first ever operation and all (so what if it doesnt involve knives or sharp objects? lasers are uhm, sharp, right?) anndddd then blam, it was over in a flash. okay, quite a few flashes, if you want to be literal about it.
hmm the only painful part was when they put those numbing eyedrops in my eyes. it stung alot. like having saltwater in your eye. but it was okay in a few seconds and then all i did was to lie down at some machine where they cut a flap using lasers. oh this was the scary part. cos they had to do some suction thing on my eyeball and urgh, they kinda pressed down on the eyeball until my vision suddenly disappeared. it was scary cos i could see perfectly well in one eye but all i could see in the other eye was darkness. that was.. unsettling. i guess that's what it would feel like to be partially blind...
so anyway! after they cut the flap i had to wait for about ten minutes and then i was brought to another room where they lifted up the corneal flap and i stared at a flashing green light and then i was done. okay actually it took more steps than that but blah. lazy to elaborate. hehe.
alrightttt. its gonna be my bday in an hour. whee? lol. i dunno. bdays dont excite me as much as they used to, esp after isaac. lol. andd maybe that's part of growing up?.. but i still look forward to the presents part of birthdays though! =DD
alright, more when my head ceases to hurt like a bitch.
okay so. it just kinda went by really quickly lah.. i admit that it's partially because i was trying not to think about it and all its possible consequences (such as becoming blind etc etc).
but hm. after the pre lasik evaluation which took a couple of hours and involved me staring at alot of different types of flashing lights, they determined that i could have the op done, so i just arranged a date and that was it.
on the day itself i was kinda nervous, it being my first ever operation and all (so what if it doesnt involve knives or sharp objects? lasers are uhm, sharp, right?) anndddd then blam, it was over in a flash. okay, quite a few flashes, if you want to be literal about it.
hmm the only painful part was when they put those numbing eyedrops in my eyes. it stung alot. like having saltwater in your eye. but it was okay in a few seconds and then all i did was to lie down at some machine where they cut a flap using lasers. oh this was the scary part. cos they had to do some suction thing on my eyeball and urgh, they kinda pressed down on the eyeball until my vision suddenly disappeared. it was scary cos i could see perfectly well in one eye but all i could see in the other eye was darkness. that was.. unsettling. i guess that's what it would feel like to be partially blind...
so anyway! after they cut the flap i had to wait for about ten minutes and then i was brought to another room where they lifted up the corneal flap and i stared at a flashing green light and then i was done. okay actually it took more steps than that but blah. lazy to elaborate. hehe.
alrightttt. its gonna be my bday in an hour. whee? lol. i dunno. bdays dont excite me as much as they used to, esp after isaac. lol. andd maybe that's part of growing up?.. but i still look forward to the presents part of birthdays though! =DD
alright, more when my head ceases to hurt like a bitch.
alright, enough of the mope-y stuff. on to the happy stuff. <3
i now possess a few terry pratchett books, and whenever i look at them, i feel all warm and fuzzy and happy inside.
let me list down the books that i possess, in order of possession.
The Dark Side of the Sun
Strata
Carpe Jugulum
Thud!
The Unseen University Cut-out Book
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anddd uhm hehe. i just bought two more books today. Soul Music and Hogfather. =DD
i have this thing for Death. as in, the character in the book. i find him really... cute. ahaha.
alright that is all. =D
perfect eyesight rocks btw. =D
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haha if i could, i would hug them all to sleep. <3
and yesss i have a cut-out book, and i can make my own replica of the unseen university! how awesome is that!!
but heh. i really really really cant bear to cut it out </3 i think i'll just leave it there and admire the un-completeness of if. lol.
soooo. my birthday is coming up soon and if anyone wants to get into my -ahem- good books, you know what to do. xD
ahahaha i just made a pun i am so awesome. =D
ohhh and i am partial to the Sandman graphic novels/comics by Neil Gaiman as well. =D
much love, mavis! <3
i now possess a few terry pratchett books, and whenever i look at them, i feel all warm and fuzzy and happy inside.
let me list down the books that i possess, in order of possession.
The Dark Side of the Sun
Strata
Carpe Jugulum
Thud!
The Unseen University Cut-out Book
[edited portion here!]
anddd uhm hehe. i just bought two more books today. Soul Music and Hogfather. =DD
i have this thing for Death. as in, the character in the book. i find him really... cute. ahaha.
alright that is all. =D
perfect eyesight rocks btw. =D
[end of edited portion!]
haha if i could, i would hug them all to sleep. <3
and yesss i have a cut-out book, and i can make my own replica of the unseen university! how awesome is that!!
but heh. i really really really cant bear to cut it out </3 i think i'll just leave it there and admire the un-completeness of if. lol.
soooo. my birthday is coming up soon and if anyone wants to get into my -ahem- good books, you know what to do. xD
ahahaha i just made a pun i am so awesome. =D
ohhh and i am partial to the Sandman graphic novels/comics by Neil Gaiman as well. =D
much love, mavis! <3
whew! union camp was.. tiring? hehe. but also very slack lah. and i wanna go sentosa and jurong swimming complex with my baby! missed him terribly.. =(
but he came to visit me before i went up to the flyer. and i was v grateful for that, hehe. =D
andddd after the camp he cooked dinner for me!! it was awesome. hehe. the chicken wings were really really yummy lah. im really glad that i have such an amazing boyfriend.
ytd he was sending me to the busstop in the rain, and we shared an umbrella btwn us.. and when we reached the busstop, half of him was drenched. D= i was feeling sorry for myself cos my legs were all wet and one of my sleeves was kinda damp. then when i saw him, i realised how much he sacrificed for me. D= -is very very very touched- and he even wanted me to have the umbrella cos it might be raining at woodlands, and he said its okay for him to run home.. but of cos i didnt do that lah! see him drenched i also will heartpain =/
haha but hmm yah. the point of this post is mainly to remind myself of all the things that hawker's done for me lah. he's really putting alot of effort into this relationship and im really grateful for that. =D
muack baby, I LOVE YOU!
hahaha so buay paiseh one. >_<
but he likes seeing it, so yeah. xD
byebye!~
but he came to visit me before i went up to the flyer. and i was v grateful for that, hehe. =D
andddd after the camp he cooked dinner for me!! it was awesome. hehe. the chicken wings were really really yummy lah. im really glad that i have such an amazing boyfriend.
ytd he was sending me to the busstop in the rain, and we shared an umbrella btwn us.. and when we reached the busstop, half of him was drenched. D= i was feeling sorry for myself cos my legs were all wet and one of my sleeves was kinda damp. then when i saw him, i realised how much he sacrificed for me. D= -is very very very touched- and he even wanted me to have the umbrella cos it might be raining at woodlands, and he said its okay for him to run home.. but of cos i didnt do that lah! see him drenched i also will heartpain =/
haha but hmm yah. the point of this post is mainly to remind myself of all the things that hawker's done for me lah. he's really putting alot of effort into this relationship and im really grateful for that. =D
muack baby, I LOVE YOU!
hahaha so buay paiseh one. >_<
but he likes seeing it, so yeah. xD
byebye!~
zomg imsoboredimsoboredimsobored. =( imisshimimisshimimisshim.
that's generally what i feel whenever my darling's not around. =(
that's generally what i feel whenever my darling's not around. =(
so baby left for bintan this afternoon, right. and i am left with nothing to do. it is awful, this feeling of.. loss? haha. he'll be back on mon lah, which is not very long, but still. i miss him like crazy.
i just sit here and stare at my com and try to think of smth to do.. and i cant think of anything! yeah sure, i could re-read my magazines or books, but that's also not very interesting to me anymore. strange how reading books seem interesting only when he's around. haha. or maybe i should make use of the time to go clean up my room, but urgh, so unappealing. sigh i am so bored. i wish he'd come back sooner. =((
zz this is quite horrible, isnt it? how my life is so intricately tied to his. i wonder what's gonna happen when i go for union camp/ uni. ahaha. oh well. that's for future worries.. lalala.
okay uhm. i shall go back to killing monsters mindlessly in ro. byes!
i just sit here and stare at my com and try to think of smth to do.. and i cant think of anything! yeah sure, i could re-read my magazines or books, but that's also not very interesting to me anymore. strange how reading books seem interesting only when he's around. haha. or maybe i should make use of the time to go clean up my room, but urgh, so unappealing. sigh i am so bored. i wish he'd come back sooner. =((
zz this is quite horrible, isnt it? how my life is so intricately tied to his. i wonder what's gonna happen when i go for union camp/ uni. ahaha. oh well. that's for future worries.. lalala.
okay uhm. i shall go back to killing monsters mindlessly in ro. byes!
a few days ago i was at a book sale, sifting through books, looking for my favourite writer, TERRY PRATCHETT.
(on a side note, i am immensely grateful to my darling boyfriend who tolerates my fangirl-ing over terry, and who puts up with my ceaseless, devoted searches for terry's books whenever i see a book sale)
and anyway. i found one. Finally. after YEARS (okay, MONTHS) of searching for his books, i found one. yay yay yay. it's one of the thinner ones, and it's not part of the Discworld series and it's a little too sci-fi for me, but WHATEVER. it was written by terry and it is AWESOME. hahaha. okay yes, pardon my extreme bias towards terry but really. i think all his books are awesome. <3<3<3
okay so anyway the book was called The Dark Side of the Sun and it's my First book of my Terry Pratchett collection. =D and.. after owning one of his books, i feel.. engulfed by the desire to own more. hahaha. so i think i'll be going out to buy another of his books later. =DD
andd im gonna buy the retro looking ones (with the ugly colourful covers). haha. they were my first exposure to his books, and it was the ugly colours that attracted me, after all. xD even tho the new books look really pretty in a simplistic and clean way.. ah well. maybe i'll just get both versions. when i have the money. hahaha.
i've never ever felt so happy to own a book before, i think. usually i'll just borrow books from the library cos i dont see the sense in buying a book and reading it only once.. but ah. terry's different. <3
okay uhm. the fangirl-ing stops here. xD
and ah. i found out that despite his professed dislike for reading blogs, my bf does read my blog after all.
so this is a big shout-out to you, baby darling! I LUB EUUX!! -does cute little love sign-
hahaha but really. i do love him alot alot. <3
alright that is all! bye guys! -muack-
(on a side note, i am immensely grateful to my darling boyfriend who tolerates my fangirl-ing over terry, and who puts up with my ceaseless, devoted searches for terry's books whenever i see a book sale)
and anyway. i found one. Finally. after YEARS (okay, MONTHS) of searching for his books, i found one. yay yay yay. it's one of the thinner ones, and it's not part of the Discworld series and it's a little too sci-fi for me, but WHATEVER. it was written by terry and it is AWESOME. hahaha. okay yes, pardon my extreme bias towards terry but really. i think all his books are awesome. <3<3<3
okay so anyway the book was called The Dark Side of the Sun and it's my First book of my Terry Pratchett collection. =D and.. after owning one of his books, i feel.. engulfed by the desire to own more. hahaha. so i think i'll be going out to buy another of his books later. =DD
andd im gonna buy the retro looking ones (with the ugly colourful covers). haha. they were my first exposure to his books, and it was the ugly colours that attracted me, after all. xD even tho the new books look really pretty in a simplistic and clean way.. ah well. maybe i'll just get both versions. when i have the money. hahaha.
i've never ever felt so happy to own a book before, i think. usually i'll just borrow books from the library cos i dont see the sense in buying a book and reading it only once.. but ah. terry's different. <3
okay uhm. the fangirl-ing stops here. xD
and ah. i found out that despite his professed dislike for reading blogs, my bf does read my blog after all.
so this is a big shout-out to you, baby darling! I LUB EUUX!! -does cute little love sign-
hahaha but really. i do love him alot alot. <3
alright that is all! bye guys! -muack-
i went to the zoo! uhm have i already mentioned that? hahaha.
and zzz. i went drinking last night. i promised myself and him that i would only drink a little. and i kept to it. for a long time. really. everyone was on their second/third drinks and i was still sipping my first drink which was excessively diluted with juice. anddd then i had a shot. and everything went downhill from there. zzz. i didnt get high at first, but i was drinking more than i knew i should. and urgh. thank goodness for prissy and oimee who were there to prevent me from doing anything stupid.
but urgh. i was on the cab home at like one plus, right. and he asked me where i was.. i told him that i was home already cos i didnt want him to worry, and i Was already on the cab home anyway. but some sixth sense made him not believe me and he called me and duh of cos i confessed. ah well. i know i shouldnt have lied. sigh.
then i spent an hour plus on the phone with him cos he said 'we need to talk' and i dont know if it's settled already or not. sigh. if he doesnt trust me ever again i wouldnt blame him.
anywayyy. i really really hope guys wont fall for me during camps/uni. it's not like i try to attract people or what, right? urgh. i just behave the way i am. and if that attracts people, its not really my fault right? you cant expect me to be mean and crude just so that guys wont like me. cos then i wont be being true to myself. urgh. i cant help being awesome. =(
zzz. i dont know lah. sigh. i dont want ppl to hate me just cos guys like me. its not like i want them to like me or what! i only want my bf. =((
okay uhm that is all.
yup. bye.
and zzz. i went drinking last night. i promised myself and him that i would only drink a little. and i kept to it. for a long time. really. everyone was on their second/third drinks and i was still sipping my first drink which was excessively diluted with juice. anddd then i had a shot. and everything went downhill from there. zzz. i didnt get high at first, but i was drinking more than i knew i should. and urgh. thank goodness for prissy and oimee who were there to prevent me from doing anything stupid.
but urgh. i was on the cab home at like one plus, right. and he asked me where i was.. i told him that i was home already cos i didnt want him to worry, and i Was already on the cab home anyway. but some sixth sense made him not believe me and he called me and duh of cos i confessed. ah well. i know i shouldnt have lied. sigh.
then i spent an hour plus on the phone with him cos he said 'we need to talk' and i dont know if it's settled already or not. sigh. if he doesnt trust me ever again i wouldnt blame him.
anywayyy. i really really hope guys wont fall for me during camps/uni. it's not like i try to attract people or what, right? urgh. i just behave the way i am. and if that attracts people, its not really my fault right? you cant expect me to be mean and crude just so that guys wont like me. cos then i wont be being true to myself. urgh. i cant help being awesome. =(
zzz. i dont know lah. sigh. i dont want ppl to hate me just cos guys like me. its not like i want them to like me or what! i only want my bf. =((
okay uhm that is all.
yup. bye.
zzz. all i want to do is to stay at home and play my ragnarok. =(
anyway. i got an email frm nus telling us our grouping thingy and urgh by some strange unlucky calculation system i ended up as group rep! sounds like alot of saikang, urgh. =/
anddd i went to the zoo today. =D and some filial piety concert thing at night. which was like a buddhist version of the modern church rock services. hahaha. oh well. =/
anyway gah i need my ragnarok fix. ciao!
anyway. i got an email frm nus telling us our grouping thingy and urgh by some strange unlucky calculation system i ended up as group rep! sounds like alot of saikang, urgh. =/
anddd i went to the zoo today. =D and some filial piety concert thing at night. which was like a buddhist version of the modern church rock services. hahaha. oh well. =/
anyway gah i need my ragnarok fix. ciao!
-sighs contentedly- ahh~ im finally free! no more waking up at 7 plus in the morning and squeezing with the morning crowd to get to my office, where i spend most of my time playing spider solitaire (because i am still epic fail at minesweeper and solitaire). haha. but surprisingly, i kinda felt a little sad knowing that it was gonna be my last day there, and that i'll never see that part of the company ever again. and i wont be earning money while sitting down and stoning anymore. =(
ah well. at least i still have my tuition kids?. haha. and hmm. im teaching this girl English on sunday from 3 to 4.30, and her mum asked if i could teach her another hour of Physics, until 5.30.. and uhm, before that, im also teaching a boy English from 12 to 2. so that means that my whole sunday is effectively gone. =/
ah well. the things ppl do to earn money. haha.
mm. so anyway, i wont be free from mon to wed cos hawker will be staying over at my uncle's house and i'll need to wake up in the morning and keep him company the whole day haha. otherwise it'll be really awkward for him.. =/
let me explain! hmm. his aunt is going back to indo, and he cant go back cos of some school stuff, so he has to find lodging for about a week.. so he'll be staying at his friend's house for a few days then at my uncle's house for a few days.. cos otherwise if he stays at his friend's house for one whole week also very paiseh right.. lol. and it wasnt me who suggested it leh!
my uncle found out about it on facebook and then he smsed me and asked me if it was okay with me if hawker stayed over at his house.. haha so nice of him to offer, right? =D of cos it was okay with me lah! we were like checking out the hotel rates and zomg WHY IS LODGING SO EX IN SINGAPORE! okok i know. cos singapore is small. but still. 100++ per night for budget, low-range hotels? zzz. i was expecting like 50+ per night lah. even cheapo sounding hotels like holiday inn is 100+ per night. inn leh! =/ and hotel 81 isnt cheap either. hahaha. and i dont want my bf to stay at uhm, seedy looking places in geylang. =/ later he get hassled by ppl how! they'll prolly be like, "aiyoh shuai ge you so shuai, i give you discount want? -wink wink- " zomg DIES.
sooo uhm yeah. he'll be staying over at my uncle's house! hahaha so fun lah. its like a slumber partehh! =D uhm, sort of lah. cos i'll be sleeping in woodlands and he'll be in yishun but uhm yah. we'll meet up in the morning and have breakfast lunch and dinner tgt! wow. xD
ah. nothing else to say.. i have to apply for the lpp by the 15th but urgh, still havent thought of anything to say. ahhhh why do i want to go to korea? cos of the uhm. uhm. cute boys that i might get to meet? =( how the heck am i supposed to link it to the course that im taking? hahah. its business, in case anyone wants to help. xD what's business in korea like?..
OKAY i will apply for the lpp tml before i go out! off i go to watch korean dramas. maybe i'll learn something from there. ehehe.
ciao!
AND PLEASE BUY MY LG SECRET, SOMEBODY! x(
ah well. at least i still have my tuition kids?. haha. and hmm. im teaching this girl English on sunday from 3 to 4.30, and her mum asked if i could teach her another hour of Physics, until 5.30.. and uhm, before that, im also teaching a boy English from 12 to 2. so that means that my whole sunday is effectively gone. =/
ah well. the things ppl do to earn money. haha.
mm. so anyway, i wont be free from mon to wed cos hawker will be staying over at my uncle's house and i'll need to wake up in the morning and keep him company the whole day haha. otherwise it'll be really awkward for him.. =/
let me explain! hmm. his aunt is going back to indo, and he cant go back cos of some school stuff, so he has to find lodging for about a week.. so he'll be staying at his friend's house for a few days then at my uncle's house for a few days.. cos otherwise if he stays at his friend's house for one whole week also very paiseh right.. lol. and it wasnt me who suggested it leh!
my uncle found out about it on facebook and then he smsed me and asked me if it was okay with me if hawker stayed over at his house.. haha so nice of him to offer, right? =D of cos it was okay with me lah! we were like checking out the hotel rates and zomg WHY IS LODGING SO EX IN SINGAPORE! okok i know. cos singapore is small. but still. 100++ per night for budget, low-range hotels? zzz. i was expecting like 50+ per night lah. even cheapo sounding hotels like holiday inn is 100+ per night. inn leh! =/ and hotel 81 isnt cheap either. hahaha. and i dont want my bf to stay at uhm, seedy looking places in geylang. =/ later he get hassled by ppl how! they'll prolly be like, "aiyoh shuai ge you so shuai, i give you discount want? -wink wink- " zomg DIES.
sooo uhm yeah. he'll be staying over at my uncle's house! hahaha so fun lah. its like a slumber partehh! =D uhm, sort of lah. cos i'll be sleeping in woodlands and he'll be in yishun but uhm yah. we'll meet up in the morning and have breakfast lunch and dinner tgt! wow. xD
ah. nothing else to say.. i have to apply for the lpp by the 15th but urgh, still havent thought of anything to say. ahhhh why do i want to go to korea? cos of the uhm. uhm. cute boys that i might get to meet? =( how the heck am i supposed to link it to the course that im taking? hahah. its business, in case anyone wants to help. xD what's business in korea like?..
OKAY i will apply for the lpp tml before i go out! off i go to watch korean dramas. maybe i'll learn something from there. ehehe.
ciao!
AND PLEASE BUY MY LG SECRET, SOMEBODY! x(
sorry, i've been too busy to blog, and they've blocked me from accessing blogger and youtube at work liao. =((
ANYWAY.


isnt it gorgeous? and its brand new, too. i havent even opened its plastic wrapping. lol.
im selling it for 200, but the price is negotiable!
so if you know anyone who wants a lg secret pls pls pls ask them to contact me, okay?
in case anyone is wondering why im not keeping it for myself, its because i already have a new phone which my mom gave me a few months ago. and i bling-ed it liao. so.. if i start using a new phone and bling it as well, my mom would like, murder me. so yeah. im nt using it becos i want to live. T_T
but the 5 megapixel cam is so attractive. im sure that there are other good points about this phone as well but meh, i dont wanna research on it and then find out how great it is and then be unable to have it for my own.. =(
so yeah! contact me, alright? you know how to find me. ;)
i will blog more soon, i promise. =x
nothing much has been happening.. hm. but i'll be quitting in two days, YAY. and hawker's staying over at my uncle's house for a few days next week! will elaborate more when i have the time. xD
im currently watching boys over flowers and hm, dont see why girls are so crazy over that show? the plot is quite cliched i thought. it's like, poor girl meets rich guy, blah blah. the only reason why im still watching it is because of the occasional glimpses of KIM BUM. omg. i understand why girls are sooo crazy over him. he is so cute. lol. and that smile! -melts-
ok enough gushing. off i go now! ciao! =)
ANYWAY.
isnt it gorgeous? and its brand new, too. i havent even opened its plastic wrapping. lol.
im selling it for 200, but the price is negotiable!
so if you know anyone who wants a lg secret pls pls pls ask them to contact me, okay?
in case anyone is wondering why im not keeping it for myself, its because i already have a new phone which my mom gave me a few months ago. and i bling-ed it liao. so.. if i start using a new phone and bling it as well, my mom would like, murder me. so yeah. im nt using it becos i want to live. T_T
but the 5 megapixel cam is so attractive. im sure that there are other good points about this phone as well but meh, i dont wanna research on it and then find out how great it is and then be unable to have it for my own.. =(
so yeah! contact me, alright? you know how to find me. ;)
i will blog more soon, i promise. =x
nothing much has been happening.. hm. but i'll be quitting in two days, YAY. and hawker's staying over at my uncle's house for a few days next week! will elaborate more when i have the time. xD
im currently watching boys over flowers and hm, dont see why girls are so crazy over that show? the plot is quite cliched i thought. it's like, poor girl meets rich guy, blah blah. the only reason why im still watching it is because of the occasional glimpses of KIM BUM. omg. i understand why girls are sooo crazy over him. he is so cute. lol. and that smile! -melts-
ok enough gushing. off i go now! ciao! =)
